Steven Mills

"Give me an old-fashioned car wreck any day.  Music to my ears.  It's like war, only nobody's shooting at you while you're doing your job."  (Shit Magnet,  Event, April 2005)   "I'm  about to see things I've never seen before, except on TV, and suddenly I believe I'm ready to change my life:  if this is what it's going to take, bring it on."  (The Postmodern Man,  subTerrain #39, Spring 2004)    "The knowledge that Aruna was alive out there but as good as dead to me here suffocated me like swallowed sand."  (Chasing Goodbye, On Spec, Summer 2003)     "Even though these were just sims, Garrett knew one day it'd be for real, and virtsims could never be as ass-puckering as reality..."  (No Life Like It,  On Spec, Spring 2003)     "The ragged tearing of her breath into his neck as she bites him hard on the bone of his shoulder."  (Skin to Skin, The Fed Anthology, ed. by Susan Musgrave, published by Anvil Press, June 2003)

 



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First Aid for Writers

 

Table of Contents

Story Resuscitation

Rejection

Must Read

Cold Seat

Paper Cuts

Stories for nothin'

Writer's Block

Where do you get your Ideas from?

Altered States of Consciousness

The Cardiology of Story

First Aid Kit

 

Story Resuscitation

At Luanne Armstrong's reading of an excerpt of her new novel, The Bone House, this summer at The Nelson Fine Art Centre, she was asked by an audience member how long it took her to write the novel.  Armstrong laughed.  She explained that she worked on it for a year and a half while still living on the East Shore of Kootenay Lake.  Then she moved to Vancouver and the novel got neglected.  A three-month retreat at Berton House offered her the opportunity to finish The Bone House, but to her dismay the very first task she had to tackle was not the glorious tip-tip-tipping of glowing words piling up on her computer screen but rather the muscle-grinding, sweat-dripping ardor of story resuscitation.

Armstrong went on to argue first for prevention, saying that when one is writing a novel, nothing should get in the way of the work.  And she means nothing -- don't move residences, don't go to work, don't even eat if you don't have to.  Inattention could mean death.  Of course, her tongue was in her cheek.  Wasn't it?

During the usual milling that takes place around the goodie table (which is where you'll usually find me) at readings and writing conferences, I regularly hear other writers speak of the trials and tribulations of resuscitating unfinished and neglected projects.  And as in the resuscitation of arrested humans, I would hazard to guess that the survival rate of novels or short stories in full arrest is probably pretty low.

So first things first.  Prevention.  Luanne is right.  Slug it out, dammit.  Get that first draft down, then you can put your corpus of words in the drawer and neglect, ignore, disabuse it all you wish.  In fact, Holley Rubinsky (author of Rapid Transits and At First I Hope for Rescue) would recommend a lengthy period of neglectful internment in said proverbial drawer, which will lead to a freshness of vision when you finally get around to hauling the corpus back out of the drawer and dusting it off with the sleeve of your sweater.

But back to prevention.  I have regularly whined to my partner, the brilliant Christine Leman, that little snippets of time here and there in the day were too brief to get any real (read 'serious') work done.  However, writing my novella "Blue Glass Pebbles" taught me that what is at issue is one's mental engagement with the story -- the  characters, their ethical dilemmas, the themes, the settings, the research, and so forth -- so that the moment one isn't having to pay attention on the job, or doing the dishes, or bathing the mutt, one's mind automatically turns, nay leaps, to the story at hand.  Engagement.  Focus.  Agreed, it makes one a dull conversationalist, however, it does get the mental fermenting done so that when butt meets chair, even for brief snippets of time, the result is indeed glorious tip-tip-tipping!

Engagement:  see Cawford Killian's "project bible" on P 53 of his book. To remain engaged in a project

--don't read fiction, avoid TV and movies

--read only project-related research, books, 

--project bible

--symbols (picture of Australopithecus Afarensis/ Rita Moir's picture of connor and the stylized pewter buffalo)

 

Focus

Jesus of Montreal style of resurrection of dead stories--body parts/organ donor for other stories.  (Saul in Blue Glass Pebbles)

 

Like a number of other writers of my acquaintance, I have a novel in need of resuscitation.  I wrote 50,000 words, then threw them away.  I wrote another 30,000, then like Luanne, I moved.  So I packed all the detritus of the novel in a box and loaded the box into the Budget Rent-a-Truck, then in the new residence I unpacked said detritus and placed it on a shelf.  A prominent shelf, certainly, but a shelf none-the-less.  Then I wrote short stories and dreamed of finishing the novel.  I wrote a novella.  I designed a website.  I went to work, periodically attempting to resuscitate arrested humans. 

As a paramedic, I know how much sweat and muscle goes into a resuscitation attempt.  Ribs get broken, there's often vomit; your shoulders ache from doing compressions or your hands get sore from bagging and suctioning the patient.  But every once in a blue moon you bring somebody back.

I know it will be no different when I set out to resuscitate my novel.  It is simply going to be butt-ugly freakin' hard work. 

But I know what to look for:  the very breath of the story, that initial, tiny spark of life that originally set my heart leaping with the desire to write this story down.  You know it, too, that spark -- a scene, a turn of phrase, a feeling, a character, an image -- which shocked that story out of nothingness and right smack into your own heart and brain and soul, so that you became, even if briefly, a person possessed.

Recapture that spark.  Then add the muscle of reading and research and plain old-fashioned hard thinking, and the sweat of running around after your characters as they hurl themselves in and out of trouble.  It's hard work, and nothin' but.  Stay engaged.  Don't move residences, don't go to work, don't eat.  <ig>

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Cold Seat

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Paper Cuts

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Stories for Nothin'

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Writer's Block

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Altered States of Consciousness

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The Cardiology of Story

My mother has this peculiarity of speech she uses when speaking of a person who has had any one of a number of cardiac problems.  She says, 'He or she "has heart,"' which I finally understood to be a kind of short-hand for 'He or she has "heart disease,"' as if saying the word "disease" aloud might in fact bring about that person's sudden and tragic demise -- a kind of cardiac equivalent to one's ears burning when one is being talked about.  (And certainly we writers know all about the strange power of words....)  In short, when my mother says someone has heart, it's a bad thing.  

In my third year of the Kootenay School of the Arts' writing program, Rita Moir (award-winning author of Buffalo Jump and Survival Gear) told me that my stories "lacked heart."  Which is not short-hand for "lacked heart disease," but rather metaphorical English for that elusive something that transforms a good story into a great story, that transmogrifies narrative into epiphany.  In short, for a story to "lack heart," is not only a bad thing, it is a tragedy.

The human heart, physiologically speaking, is a complex organ prone to disease and victim of any number of atrocities waged on it by its human host.  We start laying down plaque in our coronary arteries as early as age 10; we fail to exercise the muscle enough, so when we find ourselves running for our lives, our heart simply can't keep up;  we get dehydrated or host an infection or put chemicals in our body the heart doesn't tolerate well.  Oh, and let's not forget trauma --  falling off cliffs, crashing cars, skiing into trees, playing with bears, running with scissors, and so forth.

But the heart also has a long metaphorical history, believed to be the seat of human emotions.  "A merry heart maketh a cheerful countenance:  but by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken" (Proverbs 15:13)

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First Aid Kit

Annotated list of writing books

Steering the Craft, by Ursula K. LeGuin

Passion for Narrative, by Jack Hodgins

 

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"By now you must have guessed:  I come from another planet.  But I will never say to you, Take me to your leaders....Instead I will say, take me to your trees.  Take me to your breakfasts, your sunsets, your bad dreams, your shoes, your nouns.  Take me to your fingers; take me to your deaths.  These are worth it.  These are what I have come for."  from "Homelanding" by Margaret Atwood.